LockerRoom [Danny]

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Today i found out that Danny had a brace for his back. He's back had been acting up sinse a few weeks ago when he and Flack were chasing Hollis. It kinda shocked me, but he told me not to worry and that he would be fine. I still think that he has gotten back to work to soon. But he has a good point with saying that it made no sense to take more sick-days.

I had told him to look on the bright-side and that he get to spent more time with Lucy, cause he was her favorite. he had told be again that he would be fine and that i should not worry about it. I did though, he was my husband.. I couldn't do any diffrent, and he wasn't using it cause he had a 'little bit' pain. He was in pain..real pain.

I had searched for him around the whole lab, we had solved the case and I wanted to go home. I had looked for him in the office but he wasn't there. I had looked in the lab, but he was no where to be found. I had asked Stella and Mac, but they had no idea either. I made my way to the locker room, maybe he was already there.
I entered the locker room and with a relieved sigh i saw that he was there.

Guest

it was a few weeks my back has hurt me again. Since this chase in the sewers and the streets with Don when we were trying to catch Hollis. I did not tell Lindsay that moment, because I did not worry him, especially because it might come back to the ears of Mac, which would probably, suspend me time to go better . So Lindsay and I would have made the comment above. I have returned to work too soon. But I had also said that if I had not done, we would have had more problems was having to manage everything, and that two salaries were better than two. I finished my day today and I'm in the locker room, in front of my locker. I opened it and leave an ice pack on my back

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When i walked into the locker room i was relieved that i saw him. When i got a little further into the room i saw that Danny was standing infront of his locker with a ice-pack on his back. He wasnt fine and now i really DID worry about him!

I walk over to his row with lockers and lean against them a little further from him. I just watched his actions and didn't said anything. He probably didn't even notice i was there... or... he didn't want to.. I just kept watching him with a worrying face.

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I had heard the door of the locker room was opened again, but I did not really pay attention to see who was entering. I posed the ice pack on my lower back to relieve pain, and am still for several minutes. Then there was silence in the room, not just the sound of the door closing by itself. Already imagine what Lindsay will say, but I try not to think. She worries that shows she cares for me, but I just do not want her to worry. Finally the pain as well as present and I sat upright and it was this moment that I seeher farther back against other bins looking at me. And I know what that look means. As the silence

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I still watch him as he sat straight up at the bench in the locker room. He saw he but he didn't say anything. He probably didn't want to talk about it. I knew this was going to end as a fight if i was going to push him telling me.
I sighed and made my way over to my own locker.

"You know Danny. It's fine if you don't want to talk about it, but don't keep your pain as a secret okay?" I said when i opened my locker, not sharing any kind of eye contact with him.

Guest

What I can say to that? She has already said everything. And I see her back to his locker, while telling me, no eyes. I already know what it means, and I can not deny. I look at recouping its business, it does not even look at me once during our action. I stood up and raised the bag of ice in my locker to finally tell her

I'm sorry, I .... I never wanted to walk away from me

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I'm still not making contact. But i just lean against the sides of my locker with my hands, cause it was open. I sigh deeply when i hear his reply. I just didn't want us to fight again, but i just didn't know why he kept these things away from me. I heard that he put the ice-pack back in his locker.

I finally turn around to look at him. "I just want you to know that i'm there to support you, okay?" I sigh again when i see the ice-pack and his pills in his locker. "I'm here for you" I said when i looked into his eyes.

Guest

she finally looks in the eye and telling me it will always be for me. Of course I need it, I still need it will never change I love her too much to let go, or to spoil everything. I then said softly while looking away and then postponing my eye on her

Thanks

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He looked away for a second but then he looked at me and thanked me. I gave him a little smile and then turned my attention back to my locker.
I wanted to grab my jacket when i turned around again.

"Does it still hurt?" I ask him.

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She asks me if it hurts so much. Indeed I can admit that it do so badly at the beginning. I come to feel the pain all the rest of my body. To lie or not? I look then I said

Yes quite

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He takes a minute to reply. I see him thinking, then he replies honestly.
I threw him a worried glance. After that i made my way around the bench and walked up to him.
"Can i help to make it feel better?" i ask him while we're a few inches apart.

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I answered honestly, knowing that if I had not done this that would help make the situation more tense and bad. I watch her go around and come up to me, asking me if she could do something that would make me feel better, and I looked for a moment. I knew not what to answer for once. We are facing each other a few centimeters.

Ya. How ?

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I see he doesn't know what to say, i just wanted to help him so badly.

"I'll give you a massage when we're home, if you would like that?" I said with a smile.

i wasn't sure if he was into it at all. I didnt even know if he wanted me to conitnue about it, but i wanted to show him that I cared. If he had pain he should have told me..at least. But i forgive him that, he knows that now.

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She forgive me, and I know it now. I am happy because the fact that I had said nothing he would simply put us on emen great discussion that could have end up in dispute. She offers me a massage when we will back to the house. I looked and I said yes just a little embarrassed that she should support me myself and my behavior while sometimes I put her back which may make him think I am the distant and I no longer love

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I smile and lay my hand on his shoulder. I saw he was emberresed. He has no need to be, he was my husband, and i was there for him. And it didn't matter in what situation or condition, i was there for him, and would try everything to make him feel better.

"It's okay" i assured him. I just wanted to bent forwards to chapture his lips when i heard the doors of the locker room. I quickly withdraw my hand from his shoulder and took a step back. I mean.. everybody knew it, but i still felt a but shy.

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She puts her hand on my shoulder, and just to feel as close to me I needed a new one. Then she slowly approaches to give me a kiss, but even before that any gesture or performs, she recoils. And had removed her hand from my shoulder. I turned my head to see what it was supposed to do that, and I see that indeed someone had entered the locker room this time it was. I turned my head to her and looks new. I am a new one moment before speaking and then I say

Thanks you. I know sometimes I must be really difficult to sustain, especially since the accident .. and I'm sorry

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He also turned his head to see who it was. When it wasn't somone we really knew personally - the lab..was BIG so it wasnt strange that we didnt knew everybody. Danny turned to me again. Saying tha he knows that it has been diffucult since the accident & that he was sorry. I mean i know it has been difficult, but we had gotten so far already!
He's out of that stupid chair, he doesnt need a cane anymore, and he's back into the field. Okaai.. maybe the back into the field part was a bit to much.. but he had done it..

"I'm here Danny, no matter what happens, no matter what the reasons are, i will always be there. You know that, I know we'll get through this. We can do this, but we have to do it togther, the three of us, okay?" I told him with a smile. He knew that I would always be there for him, but letting it know never did any harm, especially at moments like this.

Guest

I look her one more time, I cant not watch her. Then I listen her, she was right, and I know it, even if I do other thing everytime. We re now together, just both on the Lockeroom, the men was out now.

I know and I'm sorry if I'd push you away from me.

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I saw that the men left and i heard Danny's reply. I knew he regretted what he did. But there was no need for that anymore, we're passed that now. It happened and we talked about that already.. It was fine. And i was glad that he now finally understood that we're together in this, always. He never needs to do something on his own anymore, he has now people that really care for him, who who is is and for what he does. And i love him more than anything!

"It's okay Danny, I know you're sorry" I said to him with a smile, stepping closer to him again.

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I really get regrets and I want to show to her. I make a step and accept to come closer with her again. The events going on, very promptly delivered it with more remote than ever. And now I regret that this happened as well. I just wanted not to see her suffer because I suffered. That would make me even sadder to see and so instead I pushed her away. Now reintroduced alone in the room, I stay close to her a few centimeters, then I go again, I want to feel her again against me.

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He stepped closer and i gave him a smile. Then he stepped even closer, and again closer. We were not almost already standing against each other and i couldnt help but wrap my arms around him. Hugging him tightly.. i didn't care if there would come anybody in right now, i just wanted to hug him.. and never let go!

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Yes I need a hug. Yes it's not just kids who love it. The major also. A hug from her. That alone, it was good enough for me allay any such inner rage that I now cons what happened, happens and happens now and will always happen. I remain in these arms, I do not care that someone sees us like that. I can not know how she has done to support me every time, but it shows me she loves me and how she says she will always be.

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We're hugging each other very tight. I love to feel him near me, against me, always every hour, minute, second of the day. Just to feel that he's there. And he has come so far, so far since the accident happend. And nothing was gonna change that I loved him.

"You know Danny, just like i had told you from the beginning. Nothing is gonna change the way that i feel about you. I'm here to stay, and help you through this. You first had doubts, because you had a 10% recovery, instead of 60%, but look how far you came..we came. Just with a little bith of help, you don't need to do this on your own, you just need a little bit help. There is no need to feel emberresed, i know you're though, and i know that you'll pull through this. It doesn't matter if you do it in 2 days or 2 weeks. Just do it in your own pace, just give it some time" I told him.

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A moment hug as well I missed it. Since the accident I had been more distant with her .. And has in his arms again, I can not complain to me, it was too long. Afterwards she explained to me, no matter how long it takes for me to be completely restored, there is no reason to be embarrassed to seek help and she always will. .. I look like I still do not know what to say because she is always right by this report. I mean, she has always been and is still, despite many things

Thank you for being there every time

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It took him some time to reply to me. But when i heard his reply i looked up at him, loosen my grip around him a little bit. But i made sure that i was still in his arms. I tried to search for his eyes

"For always. I love you Danny" I said with a smile. I knew he needed some support, and i was there for him, and i would always be there.

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