CHRISTMAS PARTY! [EVERYONE!]

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I smile, now happy that she will do it. And I was thinking about fact that Lucy don't see Lindsay

So Little Lucy, have you seen mom ?

Subject: Re: CHRISTMAS PARTY! [EVERYONE!] Sat Dec 26, 2009 4:45 pm

"Yeah yeah everything is fine don't worry"

I say a little bit confused, some things keep repeating in my head and it won't stop.

~~~ Karina ~ Mac ~ Baby ~ Sister ~ Family ~ Work ~ Time ~ Danger ~ Life ~~~

Subject: Re: CHRISTMAS PARTY! [EVERYONE!] Sat Dec 26, 2009 5:12 pm

I looked at her.

-Are you sure ? It looks like if something was bothering you...

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NO! I haven't seen mummy. I crossed my arms angrily,huffed and kicked my foot against the table...causing a glass of water to spill over.

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I had on my lap, when it overturned glass on the table. Then the water flows over the water and by land. I looked a little angry.

Lucy !

Can I take a towel to clean up before everything'm dirty

Why you do that ?

Subject: Re: CHRISTMAS PARTY! [EVERYONE!] Sat Dec 26, 2009 5:22 pm

I just can't lie to him.. what can I do?

"Don't worry about it and go see Karina"

I guess I didn't lie to him, right?

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I want mummy! I almost cried and struggled to get out his tight hold. Mad

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I cleaned as I could. Then I looked at Stella, to apologize.

I'm sorry Stella, I'll clean it

Then I look at a new Lucy, crying once more. I do not know where is Lindsay, she must be busy helping the other side.

Weep not Lucy, it's okay. Mom will come fast, but for the moment you've to stay with me. You want that I go to search your cuddy toy in the car ?

Subject: Re: CHRISTMAS PARTY! [EVERYONE!] Sat Dec 26, 2009 5:54 pm

"it's okay Danny"

I walk over to Lucy and lift her up so I can carry her. I walk up to the kitchen and dry Lucy's hands which were wet of the water on the table.

"Your mommy is working sweetheart, till she comes back you are stucked with me okay?"
~~since your dad can't take care of a kid alone..~~ JUST KIDDING!!

Subject: Re: CHRISTMAS PARTY! [EVERYONE!] Sat Dec 26, 2009 6:28 pm

She told me to not worry. There really was something. But Lucy and Danny required our attention.

-We'll talk about that later. Where is Karina ?

Subject: Re: CHRISTMAS PARTY! [EVERYONE!] Sat Dec 26, 2009 6:36 pm

"We don't need to talk about this later.... How would I know where she is? she walked away from me!"

I feel like a really really bad mom.. how can a mom not know where her kid is?

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I was happy as auntie stella lifted me out of my daddy's grasp and carried me over to the table to wipe my hands...we passed uncle mac and I winked at him with my drippling wet hands.

I wub ya auntie stella :Lovies:

...and settled on her lap stucking my tongue at daddy.
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I'm still at the food table. I see Daddy but he doesn't see me.
I don't go to him cause obviously he doesn't want to see me.

Subject: Re: CHRISTMAS PARTY! [EVERYONE!] Sat Dec 26, 2009 7:22 pm

There I began to worry for her. That didn't sound good at all.

- So there is one and if there is we need to talk about it !

I looked around and saw Karina. She was at the food table. I came to her.

-Hey honey ! Are you happy of this party ?

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"No, I'm absolutly not happy."

I say and don't look at him.

Subject: Re: CHRISTMAS PARTY! [EVERYONE!] Sat Dec 26, 2009 7:30 pm

What she said was as a big hit in my face. I looked at her but she didn't look at me at all.

-Honey... What is wrong ?

Maybe it was linked to Stella's problem...

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"Mommy's in a bad mood and she's yelling at me all the time and I DID NOTHING WRONG and YOU are NEVER there. NEVER. You are ALWAYS working. Obviously you both don't like me anymore... then bring me to a creche!!"

I tell him and I feel some tears in my eyes.

Subject: Re: CHRISTMAS PARTY! [EVERYONE!] Sat Dec 26, 2009 7:41 pm

I thought the first hit could not be stronger. Actually I was wrong for this one was really stronger.

-No I...

But I immediately stopped. She was right in a way. I should take more time with her and less at work.

-Karina, we both do love you. I'm sorry if you suffered cause I'm not with you as much as you would like it.

I caressed her face hoping she would not reject me.

-Sweetheart, I promise I'm going to work less. I want you to be happy and that's more important than everything.

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I don't want that he caresses me so I pull his hand away.

"You always promise things but you never follow them. Never. You always lie as well as Mummy does."

Subject: Re: CHRISTMAS PARTY! [EVERYONE!] Sat Dec 26, 2009 8:08 pm

-Don't talk in that way about your mother ! She's not a lier !

I guess I yelled a little bit. But she was not allowed to criticize her own mother. She could say what she wanted about me if it was true but she had not to say such things about her mom.

-And you're unfair ! I promised to mum I would be there to make the Christmas tree and I came !

I was really hurt. I felt tears coming to my eyes but I should not cry now !

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"This was ONCE. And I only say what's true. You say, it's unfair? Well, it's unfair that you are never there. NEVER. Do you know how I feel? NO, YOU DON'T. Cause you don't care, you don't ask me."

I say and stand up, some tears are running over my face. I want to go away. Away from all this shit, cause my parents wouldn't understand what I meant. And even when I only was 6 years old, I understood a lot of things and I knew a lot of things.

Subject: Re: CHRISTMAS PARTY! [EVERYONE!] Sat Dec 26, 2009 8:16 pm

I see Mac getting angry, and start to yell at our daughter, this is not good

I tell Lucy to wait here a moment and I walk up to my husband and child

when I'm close enough I can see tears coming up in his eyes, he's hurt.

I look at the two and sigh, how do I stop them?

"Mac what is going on?"

actually I already know what is going on since I hear them saying about me, that i'm not a liar and that Karina is unfair and something about promises.

Now I have a crying Karina and a almost crying Mac.. perfect..

I kneel down by Karina and wrap my arms around her, she's not going anywhere even if she's going to yell at me I'm not letting her go, I lift her up and pull us into Mac's arms

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I look away and try to go away but I can't cause Mummy is holding me.

"Let me go."

I cry.

Subject: Re: CHRISTMAS PARTY! [EVERYONE!] Sat Dec 26, 2009 8:28 pm

"calm down sweetheart"

I close my eyes an lay my head agains mac's shoulder

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"No, I won't."

I say and try again to come away.

"You don't love me!"

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