A little talk [Mac]

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 8:37 pm

"if the mom and the dad would be together yes but they are not" I say quietly

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 8:44 pm

"But they could be... if they wanted..."

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 8:50 pm

"Mac we can't, even if we wanted to, we can't"

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 8:54 pm

"You mind telling me why? Because honestly I don't really know anymore why we couldn't." I say honestly, trying to stand my ground.

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 8:59 pm

"Because I don't want to" I whisper

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 9:19 pm

"Good to know that," I say, trying to hide the fact that it did hurt me.

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 9:22 pm

"I'm sorry" I say and pull away from Mac. look in front of me and wonder what's going to happen now.

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 9:30 pm

I look down, saying nothing, not sure what I am thinking right now.

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 9:35 pm

"Mac... I didn't meant to hurt you.. but I guess it does eventually" I say without looking at him

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 9:39 pm

"I know." I say in a sad tone. Once I was hoping that it could work out, but now I see that hope shattered on the floor.

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 9:44 pm

I don't know what to say right now. should I go home?

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 9:50 pm

"Guess I'll survive, right?" I say, my tone a little lighter.

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 10:00 pm

"of course you will.. I think I better go home now" I say quietly

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 10:08 pm

"If you want to..." I say a little sadder again. Though it hurt that she didn't want us to be together, I also didn't really wanted her to leave just like that.

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 10:12 pm

"it's up to you Mac, Eleni isn't expecting me home for another hour" I tell him

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 10:15 pm

"I won't keep you here if you don't want to stay Stella. You know that." I say firmly, looking up at her.

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 10:17 pm

"i just meant that if you want me to stay, I'll stay"

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 10:20 pm

"I... want to stay for coffee? I got some cookies left from yesterday, which I didn't need." I suggest.

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 10:22 pm

"That sounds like a good idea to me Mac"

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 10:24 pm

I smile a little more when she agrees and get up from the couch.

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 10:36 pm

Pfeehww at least he's smiling, I hope I didn't hurt him too much

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 10:39 pm

I slowly walk into my kitchen, keeping my mind on the positiv thing about this: she at least stays a little longer. I start the coffee and get the some cookies onto a plate.

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 10:43 pm

I sit back on the couch and looks around the room, its still clean like yesterday before the dinner.

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 10:52 pm

As I rumor around the kitchen a little more, I catch myself humming a little melody I played on my bass guitar two days ago and quickly stop. When the coffee's ready I fill it into two cups and take them and the plate with cookies back into the living room.

Subject: Re: A little talk [Mac] Sat Feb 26, 2011 11:01 pm

"that smells good" I say with a smile across my face