I feel so stupid but i just couldn't hold it any longer.. Stella pulled me into a hug wich helped a lot, even though it was just a hug and it wasn't her fault. She just wanted to help!
I pulled away and i whipped the tears away with the back of my hand.
"I'm sorry Stella.." i looked up to meat her eyes "Thank you" I said and smiled.
I really had to do something about this. It was killing me, Danny and I needed some time, figure this out..
"When Mac is back, can you help me with changing shifts so Danny and I have some more time together? I can't take this much longer..." I stop for a moment and breath in deep, so i wouldn't start sobbing again. I felt the tears burning in my eyes.. "I just want us to be alright again.." i said, ending my sentence.